My self + skol break

yezzzaa....cuti!!!tula plg mengmbirakan para pelajar.ble blek kg..tp aq xleh blk.no money no talk la.. hehehh...cuti ne memang bosan dok uma ne.juz tgk cita keja x jln.hahhaha.nk uplod blog..?? mls...bek aq tgk cita.hehe..letih la tgu citer ne abis downlod.mls rasanya.tp nk gak tgk..huhuhuu. someone said that im got a problem??think like a big problem...dia ckp terlalu byk bout myself. i think suma y dia ckp btl..btl kew aq ne pure??xkasar..lembut..tp disebabkan 1 perkara 2 merubah aq mjadi kasar...boyish ckt.xsuka gedik2..memang la.aq xerti nak gedik2 2...i ve my own reason. its myb b'cz of myself..or related 2 my enviroment.dunno...sometyms im tired 2 being myself now....but still greatfull..cz there people still care bout me n now me well.xtau la np ckp gan dia 2..mcm da knl lama n rapat.sedangkan xrapat n baru kenal...heran..heran..myb insting kot.hahhaha....gila tula!first tym feel cm 2...hahahha.but tkz la kpda org 2.nasihat mu berguna kpd ku..ceh!ayat skima lak..my fam pun xpena say cm 2.my fam pun xknl aq sedlm 2..even my father!
i juz want 2 now..wat my father feel bout me??how care he is??i juz now dat him ats nama seorg bapa shj...but not 2 well.aq xtau apa y dia suka??pa y dia xsuka??who he is..??dunno...myb aq xknl cz jarang tgl gan dia..??aq trima sbb dia kuar cr rezeki...i accpted dat.but now??can i still make dat as a reason..??im trying 2 love him...gve all my love 2 him.but can he feel it??i know he cannt show it..but at least..let me feel it.all my life...i never tell tiz feeling 2 other people...even my fam..ya allah only u can show me NUr.n guide me...ya allah.
im bcome such a stupid person....why i never relise this thin' was grumbeling around my head??why??im juz only can pray...no action!

Mom and Dad

such a beautiful song i ve heard....this song was sing and write by Zain Bhikha. A south Africa singer-songwriter. He fame as a perfomer Nasheed songs.

mom and dad

word and melody by Zain Bhikha

You held my hand to steady me
Till I was ready to make a stand
On my own two feet
While my world was crumbling down

And you tried your best to shelter me
From the coming of the storm
You opened my eyes to see
That all hope was not gone

You held me in your arms
And wiped away my tears
Not even in a million years
Can I ever repay you
for what you’ve done for me?

You were there when I felt
That there was no place for me
You were there to show me
How to truly believe
In the miracle of creation
In the good and the bad
Oh how I love you Mum and Dad

You were there to lift me up
When I was far too small
To see a brighter tomorrow
And face it proud and tall

When my head was down you prayed for me
Said I just need some time
You said to spread my wings and fly
Give the world of what was inside

You taught me to try
To do my best to inspire
People of every kind
That’s a gift from Allah
That I can never claim as mine

You were there when I felt
That there was no place for me
You were there to show me
How to truly believe
In the miracle of creation
Even when you’re lost and scared
Oh how I love you Mum and Dad

Oh Allah, bless them
And always keep them safe from harm
Grant them places in Paradise
And Your eternal Salaam

You were there when I felt
That there was no place for me
You were there to show me
How to truly believe
In the miracle of creation
In the good and the bad
Oh how I love you Mum and Dad


P/s :luv ur mom n dad...hahahaha

say it isnt so

lama da xuplod blog.keja bnyk...ari ne ada presntation tp xprepare pun.susa ati!!!xtau nk ckp apa 6t..ermmm....tp kn..npe la aq ne tetiba jew dtg blek penyakit gil2 aq ne.hahhah...myb sebab ***** 2 kot. berapa mggu yang lepas demam telah melanda dri ku.ermm..tym 2 br nk ingat kat my mummy.. tym call skt2 tue..i crying like hell.rasa nk blek jew...da klu da ank manja gan mak 2 memang la.ermm...da ank bongsu.memang all da tym bergantung harap gan mak.bla la wawa ne nak berdiri d atas kaki sdiri??(talk 2 ur self la).msk pun org y masak kn...nsb bek la da mate y 'terrer' msk. sdp lak 2.kakakka....y aq tau juz makan.xpena2 dmam smpi 2 ari.besanya shari da sembuh...cobaan. my mom lak suru pulang klu x tahan sgt.my dad lak say nk dtg...hahah.bingung deh...tp ambl jln mudah..xnk blek n xnk paps dtg.membazir jew..gpun 2 demam jew belum skt kronik.but anyway... im still standing...biar pun hampir jatuh.so 2 my mate dont be sick k...mgu ne cik syikin marah gila gan kitaorg.hampir 3 jam dier marah.ermm..rasa bersalah lak gan miss.cz memang la slh kitorg. wat tutorial men hentam jew.klu aq kat tempat miss aq pun marah.so 2 cik syikin reli sory...dat our mistake. i take dat as a lesson 2 us.soo...dont be upset n mad.k.arr...cluz IA lak serabut sal buku..buku AI 2 kne guna utk 2 thn..so must buy it la.tp Puan juz dpt 3 buah buku jew.nk tempah dlm 2 bln br smpai.alamat xsempat la...hahahha.xtau la..tgu n lihat jew la.
so wawa figthing!!!nex week da start test..kne work hard.