shud i....

it been a long tym xwrite n update blog...kemalasan makin memanjang..well as usuall sem br start..n gud new sem ne sem last..pas ne xtau nk wat apa...n tahun ne..angka 1 akan mengantikan angka kosong.so..21 thn.xtau la..makin tua makin byk dilema n byk masalah y xptt d anggap sebagai prob.this is making me crazy...wat ve i done..shud i abandon him??shud i??shud i hate him?ignore?running from him..?i cnnt hate him juz like my sister..shud i juz throw him juz like dat??thre 2 many thing dat i ve think 2 do..2 make him running from dat thing...isnt dier 2 terlalu evil n kejam smp my fam hate him so much..shud i trust other people event i cannot trust myself??i wish Allah would sent some hidayah n strength to face all barrier...coz of Allah i still can stand by myself n through all this barrier..tp napa la aq makin ari makin rasa lemah..seperti da batu y menghempap dada..n losing my breath.ya Allah...ptt ka aq berputus asa dan let it b??bolekah maslah ne terlerai tnpa ada usaha??bolekah aq membiarkan perkara itu berlarutan..??i wish im ne e movies..evrthing can B settled down n getting hepy ending juz like in e script.kn??im going adult now..but why im not going in right process...??im still lost my personalities..sometym i dont know who im..wat im gonna B..saram @ yulyeong?? nk jd hantu pun ble..jd org pun ble..naega michingeoya!!!this thing totally crazzy..n made me crazy.apa la aq ne...gila2...xlm btl2 gila..nsb bek ada housemate y happening. xla aq dok pikr n dok tension.kew memang aq ne xder perasaan..mcm my unnie alwys said.tp memnag btl la..evertym ada pa2..nape aq jew y xmara2 n xsedey n xloss appetite.im still not forget bout my food.bila la aq ne nk lari dr konflik mcm ne...aq harap ada la org bw aq lari g korea ka..jepun ka...amazon ka..mn2 la y jau2..mcm c bell kata klu bunuh diri 2 halal...aq da lama da terjun tangga kolej.hehehe...anyway napa aq xpena express feel gan org dlm erti kata lain..luah perasaan gan org.myb dat not my style. aq ne xnak la menampak kan diri bermaslah.coz slma ne aq xpena anggap pun benda tu mslh besar ka apa...klu la benda tu ble d bw angin.n berlalu cm 2 ja.mst dunia ne aman...xder la org nk becerai berai..kn3??
anyway juz ble say SABAR.xpew..ckt jew 2..xder mslah.

note:figthing!!!u can do it...marathon movie...!!!n back 2 back korean drama..hahaha...
credit..thkz 2 bhah 4 da drama..